Have you ever had that one thought in your mind about how useful or important you are? One of the struggles of humanity I feel is our own felt importance. What amazes me is how easy that can be taken away by a small infection in your colon.
Sign me up folks! I'm the latest member in a large community of people who suffer from Diverticulosis, small pockets or tabs that form on the lining of your Colon. You know, that part of your large intestines that's at the end? Truly amazing things I've learned about this portion of my body as on Tuesday of last week (July 13) these little pockets got infected and inflamed. Welcome to PAINville, population me.
But what was even more amazing was learning that life can go on without me. Project Management class online? Taken care of by the very talented Ashley Hunt and team at SkillSoft. Calvary Chapel Maricopa Sunday services? Pastor Clark delivered a great message (check it out online) and our awesome servants handled the rest.
Meanwhile, I'm sitting in a hospital bed with tubes stuck in me desperately desiring solid food and eating jello. All this while watching the Food Network (not a good idea) and whining to whoever will listen to me about how I want to go home. I hope and pray that I wasn't a horrible patient as I was wearing my Honduras missions T-Shirt.
Laying there in the dark, I admit I felt a little sorry for myself. It seemed that I wasn't important, that what I did in life didn't really matter. Then God spoke to my heart by reminding me, "I made you, fearfully and wonderfully made you. I love you and sent Jesus to die for you. You are important to me." How cool!
There is a fine line between being self-important and being aware of who you are in Christ. I'm grateful that the LORD took this opportunity to remind me of which is the most important. And of course the tons of prayers, well-wishes, and Twitter/Facebook comments, showed me that I am loved and cared for by many people.
Life goes on...this little rest-stop on earth is only temporary. Can't wait for Heaven, our home, where we are all important to the ONE who made us.
Chris- No one can "replace" you! :) You are so much to so many people! I hope it blessed you so to see people fill in for you while you have been unable to be there. Sounds like you are surrounded by many who care for you and love you. Get well soon!!
ReplyDeleteWendy Lempner